you will find some of my older poetry and one new one (submitted 5/9).


pledge allegiancei pledge allegiance to the flagpledge allegiance
and class has been cancelled today to discuss the word god.
as you ask us to care what students recite in the morning
then tell us to ignore what they shout on the playground
or whisper in bathrooms
like you stamp out the cigarettes smoked between graffiti covered partial walls while syringes clatter in the sink as the bell rings but
smoking is down 10 percent in your school.
"freedom of speech"
holds a promise few americans can resist
along with the right to sue over a hot drink
or a misplaced child and
hey
we're misplac


secret fatSometimes when I sit, when no one else is in the room, my hands slide under my shirt to cup the pout of my stomach. Holding the comforting weight in two hands, I am disgusted with myself, for having this extra flesh, for sitting here holding it. You should be down on the floor right now working that off, I tell myself, but I don’t move. I am disgusted with myself for being comforted, when as long as I can remember, all I’ve wanted is to be normal, skinny like the world I see around me. The feel of fat between my fingers makes me sick, but I hold it anyway, cradle it lovingly.secret fat
When I stand, my gut is small enough that I cannot hol


bra riotsthin straps, thick straps padded straps, no straps padded cups lacy cups patterned cups half cups silky cotton leopard print overwhelms me, reaching behind to the back of the rack the biggest numbers to find my size. size C... size C... size C... sorry honey but we're all out professionalism prevents her from snickering untilbra riots
she's well behind the curtain but i feel it anyway, clasping her hands between size A and a size up from that and a size up and a size up and there i am, jutting out in the middle of this
delicate store &nb


butchand for me butch was always an escape plan a safety release butch meant wearing big clothes so you couldn't see thebutch
shape of my legs the curve of my chest butch meant sitting with my legs apart laughing loud and joking hard and the tears that followed in the darkness of
under the covers so even the stars couldn't see
burning tracks down my face boiling
scars on my cheeks that i was sure you'd see tomorrow... but you never did. so butch went on to mean you thought you couldn't hurt me joking about sex meant it didn't mean anything when you took me out


5-26-03in your eyes i am a woman but that is not what you see i strip away my normal wrappings put on a dress and make up for you and your eyes to agree and see what is wrong how i don\'t fit into this new skin, out of my mixing of masculine and feminine and those suits i wear which turn you on make you wish that i was a man so that i could satisfy you i\'d do it in this body but you want the real of what i don\'t have so in you of course i\'d never fit and since you KNOW that you and i are the same you can deny your power over me and the effect of your words f5-26-03


Untitled so thereSo I,Untitled so there
Sat outside with my, Overwritten, Overused Journal. Trying to write him Out of my head, And tell myself that I\'m in love with, Dogs, Cats, Sun, Strawberries, Coffee, Cake, Cate/Kate, Beckie, And maybe Kristina. But not him.
Voices tell me \"It\'s not him, never was him, He can\'t make you happy, Never wanted to, He\'s too careless, Too simple, Too much of a man to love Or be loved.\"
But here I am Once again trying to Write him out of my head,
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"It doesn't matter what you believe in if you think everyone else is wrong" -
Matthew Good
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What you feel, is ok! it's never gonna chang
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"smoke crack live long"
or so they say.
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"smoke crack live long"
or so they say.
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Intergalactic
*SPLAT!* You've been hit by a snowball!! This is the beginning of the 2003 - 2004 deviantart snowball fight!!! Choose lots of your friends.... and hit them with some snowballs!! (to do that, just copy paste this message to their account) The only rule is, you can't hit me back!! Bwah ha ha ha ha!!! Good luck, and try not to get hit!!
This fight started by ~nakira on December 5th
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"smoke crack live long"
or so they say.
sorry havn't emailed you, but i just wanted to say hi! so HI!
Seeing as you are an amherst deviant, you have been added to the amherst deviant art community! We are currently in search of an icon, if you have an idea, leave a comment on the front page! Woo!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
(for the comment and the fav)
-theris
ps i love you!
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"I have written here a picture painted of me,
take this blank slate and draw what you see."
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How do I inject dignity into the word help? - Illya Kuryakin
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